Better days...

Hugs to my coolest friends Shane, Sandra, Dave, Abby and Darragh... x

Love to my family...

How's everyone doing? Catching the bus to the city later, been at home with the parents the last two weeks now or more. Been helping with the washing up and general housework, it's been good.

Got a few errands to do in the city the next few days, so it should be ok. Hope to see Shane tomorrow, and babysitting for Sandra on Tuesday, as well as a good girlie chat... :)

Paid for the concert tickets, flights and accomodation to see Britney Spears in London!!! Ha ha. My sister Roisin wants to go, and Britney's playing in London in June, so I just had to get her tickets :) Saved up for ages, worth it to make her happy! :)

Oh god, I sound so boring! :) Still have Easter eggs to give to Sandra, Shane and his brother Ciaran, so hopefully I won't eat them before giving them away... Giggle.

Needed a friend today

My weight...

It hasnt been my best friend, and I've ignored my problem since the breakup in July. But, a very good friend of mine joked about my weight on Monday night, and I've been upset about it since.
I gave up on the Yoga and Aquafit fairly soon after joining, hating routine was a part of it. Also walked for two weeks, but got sick, so stopped after. Been eating a lot too...
Then, once she mentioned about the weight, something triggered inside me... Hiding for so long, broken hearted. Guys don't even look at me, I'm a 'friend'.. I'm always a 'friend'..

Had a good cry today, and feel better. Tomorrow, the food in my cupboard is going to change. The walking will recommence, the water will be drank, the vitamins will be taken. The online guy's numbers will be deleted from the phone, and the onlne guy's MSNs will be deleted from my messenger...

Gradually and slowly, I will appear from my cocoon, and come out a gorgeous butterfly, with all my real friends at my side...

xxx